If You are Feeling Down and Depressed

Whoever you are, you might need this www.givesmehope.com

Hope this website will cheer you up as it did for me.

Life is beautiful.

UPDATE.
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Thought room for thought.
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Life is a Gift

Today before you say an unkind word
Think of someone who can`t speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food
Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Today before you complain about your life
Think about someone who went too early to heaven.

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn`t clean or sweep
Think of people who are living in the street

Before whining about the distance you drive
Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet

And when you tired and complain about your job
Think about the unemployed,the disabled, and those who wish they had your job

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning about your job
Remember that not one of us is without error,we will all answer to GOD

And when depressing thoughts seems to get down
PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE AND THANK GOD YOU`RE ALIVE AND STILL AROUND

GOD WILL GIVE THE BURDEN ONLY FOR THOSE WHO SUIT WITH IT.

To day

Today is quite peaceful
 I am looking for a place where I can be happy, and have nothing to worry about
I couldn't sleep well last night
I am tired, but just lay there and my eyes still open for the next one hour
I wonder why

    
I don't want to be grow up
There are too many adult problems to worry
Isn't it better for me to stay as a child forever
Like Peter Pan in Neverland
No worries, no pressure
 

   

I dreamed about Harry Potter last time
It was a good dream, I AM Harry Potter
I fought bravely in that dream with my friends
I think I am in Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix, COOL

    
How I wish Magic World is real
How I wish I can have a wand and lots of spell books to learn
How I wish to meet those fantastic magical creatures
How I wish I can meet many different people
How I wish I can solve problems using magic

   

Those are just my daydream
It'll never come true
Try go to the street and yell: "I BELIEVE IN MAGIC!"
People will lock you up
They think you are nuts

   
Whatever
It's good to have dream
People died when they lost their dream
I'll keep that dream
Believe in Secret, believe my dream

   

Universe is so big, so why we still worry over some pea-sized problems?

“I don’t have enough money.” No problem, the Earth still rotating around the Sun.

“I want everybody to like me.” That won’t change anything, the Sun and the Moon will continues to appear in the sky. They won’t fall down or disappear.

“I couldn’t find a job.” But the stars still twinkling every night and the sky won’t fall down on you.

We know that the Universe is too big when compared to our problems. Yeah, it’s a big problem on the Earth. BUT it’s nothing when compared to Universe. We often got so worried that we have amnesia during night time. Some of us even want to escape to the other world. Don’t be so pessimistic. Life goes on. Why torture ourselves? We need to love ourselves more. Nobody can love us more other than ourselves.

Remember this, your problems and escape-from-reality attitude will never change the Universe or the Earth or the fact. The life cycle continues. No matter whom you are trying to stop it. Besides, there are too many problems for us to worry. We cannot see an end to it.

If you still worry about your problems, try to learn something new. It will make you feel better. Whenever I felt worried for no reason, I often learn some new vocabularies for languages like Japanese and Korean. Of course I also learn them during my free time. My mood lightens up a bit every times. However, if you know what your problems are and know how to solve it, then you should solve it immediately. If not, you’ll felt uncomfortable for the rest of the day.

There are always having problems which we can’t solve. Then, just let it be. What’s going to happen will always happen. We have to accept it when it comes. We learn the lesson and prevent it from happening in the future. We can improve ourselves and make a better preparation. Life is too short for us to worry. We must live our live to the fullest and always be happy.

P/S: I write about this topic for me and those who need it. REMEMBER TO LOVE YOURSELF MORE.=)

I never liked them, but I never hurt them.

Human is such a weird creature.

We need to socialize with many people other than our family members. Do you realize? When we are too close with someone like our family members, we tend to take them for granted. We hurt them more than we hurt strangers. In my own definition, strangers are those people we don’t believe and love. They can be friends, colleagues, neighbors and other people. But, why we never hurt them like we hurt our family members?

The word “hurt” in here is in term of mental. We often said horrible words towards our loved one. We may not realize what we did. But our cruel words slashed through their soft heart. Their heart will bleed forever. Some human even hurt them physically. It’s horrible.

I am confused. I’ll never understand this world.

The Sky

The sky is gloomy today. It looks like it’s going to rain, soon. I like raining. I like the sound of it. Besides, almost every day is hot last few days. Those days were like, I just bath and then a few minutes later I sweat like I just came out from swimming pool. I am exaggerating but it’s really hot. Hot weather makes me felt so sleepy.

Then, my mind is running wild. I was thinking. I think about almost everything. I think about universe, about the current and past world, about fantastic world where I can use magic, about a peaceful world with nothing to worry. I just love to day dream in this kind of hot weather.

Hello kitty= my childhood

It’s kind of embarrassing to admit that I kind of like Hello Kitty. Unfortunately, most of my friends don’t like it. No, they don’t hate it, just dislike it. They said it’s too girly and too pink for them. Well, I like Hello Kitty, but I am not in favor of pink color. However, I still can accept not-too-pinkish color clothes. I prefer black, anyway. Whenever I don’t felt like I want to “show off”, I will choose black as my wearing on that day. Basically, I am in black mode almost every day, except when I am at home. Black clothes make me look thinner. Weird, huh.

Ok, back to Hello Kitty, I talk too much about my favorite color. At first, I thought Hello Kitty’s creator is from London. I have been wrong for years until I read in newspaper that the creator is from Japan. I just don’t know why I can have the impression that Hello Kitty is from London. Well in fact, in Hello Kitty’s world, she lives in London. Her really name is Kitty White. So cute>.<

Greetings...

Been busy for two weeks. Lots of exam and assignments need to be finished in time. And my stress level is increasing up to a point where i want punch people (just kidding^^). Really, these two weeks is all stress and busy. I don't even have time to watch my favourite anime. All are books, books and books. I have been reading The Girl Who Play With Fire by Larsson for the second times. I am fascinated by the main character, Lisbeth Salander. She is so mysterious. The writer is very good in narrating the story. I am so hook up in the story line, that i can read the book for hours non-stop. This resulted my back ache and neglecting my home work =P Oops, i must not forget that i have tests.

Goodbye 2010, Welcome 2011^^

I have gone through a worse year of 2010, i hope for the better in 2011. I done too many wrong things and have many unhappy experiences. I hate it. But i don't regret it, no matter what, i will keep moving on. Life goes on anyway. It's time to create a new chapter of my life. Have the courage to forget and change. Change for the better and become the best of myself. I seriously think that i had choose the wrong course and some people make me feel even more regret about the choice i made. What a bunch of annoying scums... I don't want regret anymore, i want to achieve my dream no matter what!

Supper!!!XD

Just hanging around with friend now. We walk to a place not far from our college and have a supper there. It's really nice and it's open air. Not to mention there is a LCD displaying a movie. Unfortunately the movie is not my cup of tea T.T
I ordered an Ice Apple Juice, cost me 1.50 bucks. Not bad, freshly made apple juice. My friend ordered a burger with eggs. Cheap and tasty. Yummy!~~~XD I didn't order any food because i am still full at that time, i don't want to get a stomachache. I still can go there at other time.=)
We talk for about an hour about the activities we are going to do tomorrow. Quite a happy chat anyway. Then, we walk back. On the way, we met some annoying brats. Really stupid the way they act. ==''*PISSED*
The night is warm. But we need to watch our steps on the way back or you will kick a stone and your feet will be in pain. They really should put more effort in improving the road condition==''
Sign, tonight got loads of assignments need to do and the due date is near. What a busy life.....

Skype-ing with friends~~~XD

Wahaha, i am so happy that i can talk to my best friend just now using skype. It's been a long time since i see her. She is studying dentistry at oversea. She is my best best friend ever in this world.
We talk for about an hour. Since she is skype-ing at a cyber cafe, it's quite dark and can't see her face clearly but she can see me well. Then she told me the owner of the cafe said i am, *cough*, beautiful~~~~~~XD WAHAHA!!!
Whether it is true or not, i am not sure, but i think it's funny, anyway~XD
Aow, i miss her a lot. I wish i can see her soon~~~T.T*teary*
But i have to wait for five years~~~DX noooooooooooo!!
Oh well, never mind, i can wait, we will definitely see each other again after we have our job. We have money and will be able to plan a gathering in the future~~~~XD
I can't wait for it~~~~XD
So, study hard now, June~~~~^.^

I am joining Orchestra!!XD

Yeah, i got orchestra for my co-curriculum. I have always been imagining myself as part of an orchestra performance. This make me felt so happy when i know that i can get what i want. But it's just a beginning and i'll need to work hard for it. Orchestra is very 'hot' co-curriculum at here. I have to wait till 12am just to apply for it. First come first serve. Then, i get it~~XD

Wahaha~~~~XD
I am so happy.

Well, i choose my co-cu based on my interest, not for the "A's" sake. Some of my friends choose something which can get an A easily. But i don't want to waste my time on something that i don't like. Because life is too short for any of us to waste it.=)

Damn you!

I have been wondering why those people are so selfish. They just care for themselves. They are unwilling to share information. It’s not that I want to think like that about them. But the realities are telling the truth. How annoying. Sometimes I am wondering why I befriend with those useless scum. They are nice. They are friendly. But, that’s just when they need you. They hurt me. I am willing to share useful information with you, but you just don’t want to share with me? I am considering you all as my friends. How could you. This world is so much scarier than I thought. I hate this world. Sigh, I really have no ideas about what is going on these people’s head. I don’t have any extra energy to do so. I have something that’s much more important than those insignificant things. Yeah, that’s right. I have something that’s very important. I don’t want to waste my time on you all. I need to accomplish my goal. I want to be the person I want to be.

Just EMO~XD

Oh well, you know, i may look shy and quiet. But i am not. I am just doing my best in my part to be a good girl. I just love to break the rule. By the way, i hate rules. Most of the rules are quite stupid. It's annoying that all of us need to follow the rules and can't do the things that we really like. I mean as long as the things doesn't hurt yourselves. I do have my own principles. I would never ever do things that will hurt myself and the one i care. Mind you, the one i care is only my family and my best friends. I only have a few best friends. I am very picky when choosing a best friend. Of course i have a lot of friends, but they are just friends. Nothing more nothing less. JUST FRIENDS. Once i considered they are my best friends and i'll treasure them. And they should not betray me or i'll really really hurt and i'll tend to hurt you back. I hate betrayal. I don't forgive.
There are always have things that i really want to do. For example, i want a backpack journey at other countries. I'll just bring a few things and travel around the world at the countries i like. I just want to escape from this sophisticating life. I am tired of my so-called responsibilities. I just don't like this world. It's way too fake. Everyone are pretending or else they'll call you weirdo. Honestly, if there's a change, i would want to be a little child again. There will be nothing for me to worry. =D

=="Useless brats

There are some KIND of people who really gets on my nerve. It just like some son of biatch. They maybe not the worst kind of human i have ever met, but, trust me, they deserve to go to hell. I have been very patient towards them. My patient already reach its limit. I am really going to explode at any time now. They are worst, alright, to make the matter worse, they can't even do a simple tiny thing right. All they did is making the matter worsen. I don't know what did they learn for the last 12 years in school. They are such a poor upbringing. Pity their parents for having such a trash as a child. Well, i am 'SORRY'*sarcastic* for using harsh words towards you, but i don't think anyone will want me to yell at their faces with some disgusting saliva flying. Don't worry, i'll pray for you. I'll pray that a flower pot falling from sky and hit you head. I'll also pray that your bike lost control at the speed of 110. I am evil.

>.< so many assignments, test, quizzes and report~

I think i am going to go crazy. There are so many things to do in a short time. The problem is the report. Well, i don't have any problem in writing a report. But the problem is that the report is suppose to be a group work. And i am the one who is doing all the report work! They are doing their job but all they give me is a piece of shyte. I didn't meant to be rude but their attitude start to getting on my nerve. They are not serious when completing the assignment and didn't even follow the format of writing a report. When i saw their work (they are suppose to hand it to me), all i can think is "WTH". I did told them what i felt about this report and their attitude. But i don't think they are making any effort to improve their lazy-a*s-attitude. I am sick of it. But, well, think positively, i gain more than them anyway.